dancingwithmygirlishwilfulness

Thursday, October 09, 2008 6:12 PM

am currently listening to almost lover by a fine frenzy (:
it's the song for the choreo i learn last night and it's very fun!
esp the partner work -dont know how to spell the exact term hoho x)- with dana, my dear da niau! :D:D:D
i think im gradually accepting slow songs through my instructor, ryan's choreography.
and perhaps being more open mind to alot of other issues as well.
indeed i have learn alot of things through his classes.
and last night's class was self-body-exploration or something.
which actually he has been emphasizing since first few lessons? -haha-
he wants us to have the freedom in dance and not restrict ourselves into genres which i totally agree :D
however, sometimes when doing his choreo, i still am unable to let go fully and dance to my potential or even beyond. so .\/. !
but oh well last night was pretty much enjoyable and it reminds me of how i enjoyed the first lesson.

i remember that i got v.excited about the first choreo i learn as it was something very new to me.
the first thing i got home that night was to listen to the song on youtube and dance to it! haha!
however, as time passed, i wonder if i do get alittle tied down by choreo or techniqually im not as good or my low self esteem is acting up again. -grumbles-
which lead me to have temptation of skiping ryan's class.
but thankfully, i did not exactly give in to my temptation.
so far i have only skipped once if im not wrong and that is because i had to help my sec sch teacher mark papers. heee :D
hmmp, i shall continue to work hard for it then!
no point getting upset about what i cant do but to put in more effort to improve on my weaker areas.
for moving arts as well.
no pain no gain (:

anw, sch's starting in 11 days including today.
but that sickening timetable and the results of CDS is not out yet!
has been anticiapting since last week.
need to do some planning you see.
and also to apply for LOA.
it better be out by tmr or latest next mon!

oh and my birthday is in 2 days time?
yes and maybe the next time i look for a job i can officially say that im eighteen and quit saying turning in front. :D
hmmp, actually i dont feel it coming but im just trying to get myself to be enthu about it as my brother told me before that everyone has the rights to feel special on their birthday so feel it(:
but this year is quite predictable, i will be having ballet at movings arts in the night. -luckily it's ballet otherwise i will be damn stressful if its contem. heh-
and either go out with fil anf ly or just plainly slack and prepare for dance at home in the day.

thats why fil and i was saying like our birthday this year seems alittle boring.
when people ask how do we do on our birthdays, we would be saying
" oh slacking at home, watching tv"
or " stretching at home, waiting for dance to start"
haha! seems just like a normal day, nothing special.
but no lah, fil and ly has planned to celebrate it on sunday (:
my family tmr night
and my relatives last sun -pretty early huh? oh and rare too haha -

lastly,
it seems abit weird because unknown people has been dropping by my blog
even though my blog has been like on and off.
fortunately they are not some spammers and all
but instead they give pretty good advice
special thanks to sprite ice and passerby (:
even though i have a feeling that they might be the same person.
haha, the name sprite ice seems funny though.
just alittle curious why dont you guys reveal your true identity?
but haha, oh well, it's your choice.

uh well, like what i mentioned in the previous entry, shitty feeling comes once in a while.
it's just the matter of how we are able to cope with it.
i have not found a solution as i believe it's a tough one this time round.
but i just refused to let it get over me
because it is always easy to let negative thoughts influence your mind
and ruin your rationality
therefore im taking it easy and see how it goes
since worrying doesnt make the it disappear afterall.
this is the only thing i like about problems.
as it made me stronger everytime i sort of figure it out(:

till then (:

Wednesday, September 24, 2008 10:32 PM

although it has only been a few weeks,
i am more troubled than before.
sighhhhhhh.
how i wish that time will just stop at that moment where i dont have to worry about anything.
but of course, it's impossible and i know that i will have to face it.
otherwise i would be escaping from reality.
which i totally shouldnt.

no, it's not results.
i think ive did pretty well as ive done my very best and i guess my efforts are welly paid off (:
CHEERS to that.
nevertheless, i shall continue to work hard on sem2,
especially when there is CDS. -mannn, i wonder what i got in!-
just hope that i can cope with sch, dance and maybe work as dance training for moving arts will increased 4 times a week during nov and dec. :/
hmmmmp, but if you think that im worrying about this, you're wrong.

so what am i worried about?
i wont reveal.
perhaps i can put it this way.
i feel that i am being forced to grow up.
not that im not growing.
okay maybe physically which i have no choice -genes.
but mentally.
and i feel the huge responsibility on my back.
seriously, i dont understand certain things.
i just hate the fact that they simply just ignore the situation we're in and do almost nothing about it. ARGH.

sometimes i really wonder who create this world and why did he/she/it created it?
why do we even exist?
-not that i have suicide intention-
just that sometimes i get sick and tired of it.

oh i know i know.
it's just part and parcels of life.
these obstacles will eventually be overcome.
at least i hope.

alright, let drop that subject.
urhhhmmm.
so hols has been i-have-no-eye-deer-how-to describe-it.
maybe what i can say is not as fulfilling as what i have thought
and definitely not as relaxing.
i am kind of LOST.
alot of things are left to ponder.
as though i leading life aimlessly in the ocean.
hmmmp,
cant wait for sch to start,
so that i only have to concentrate on studies.

what i really want now is.
TRANQUILNESS.
):
can anybody get it for me?
thank you.

Sunday, September 07, 2008 10:09 PM

MY FRIEND CALLS ME THE TINY (x
haha, my blog had been dead for like another 2 months?
EXPECTED LAH HOR?
dont know what came over me
suddenly just feel like blogging.
but at the same time dont feel like revealing too much.
okay, contradicting isnt it?
anw i dont think there will be alot of people checking back this blog like after everymonth or so.
so it doesnt make a difference if i blog or not yea? :/

oh well,
exams are OVER!
and im like suuupppeeerrrr relieved!
exam period was always full of anxiety attacks.
so afraid that i cant do well.
especially POM.
fortunately, it seems not too bad afterall i guess.
that is if i wrote the main points (:

hmmmmmmmmmp
think results might be out in the following week.
just pray that i did fairly well then!

this one week of school holidays of pri, sec, jc people is equal to my term break for moving arts.
so finally i had a nice monday and saturday evening either out with my friend or relaxing at home.
it feels sooo good.
had a very nice dinner with my family last night.
after like a million years.
its definitely very enjoyable and delightful! (:(:(:

next week which is tmr, contem will start again
and im actually quite i dont know.
just hope that i will perform well in the class or at least find myself improving.
ahhhhh, i very scare i forgot the exercises. !@#%$#^&^&*

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmp.
alright then,
blog again next time. HOHO.
lets just hope that it wont die for another few months or so.
heh (x

Sunday, July 06, 2008 6:12 PM

RAINBOW IS LOVE (:

HEEELLLLOOO.
im back after disappearing for another month.
HOHO.

let me just briefly update:
1. RESULTS OF TERM TESTS AND SCHOLAR AUDITION ARE OUT!
I am certainly quite pleased with my results except pom and com skills,must work harder! annnnnnddddd i got in the scholar prog :D:D:D:D:D:D
now that i have an extra activity on hand, ive got to really manage my time well, I HOPE!
AND AND AND i will work really hard for it as this is what ive also wanted!
this is just the beginning so yea, JIAYOU BRENICE/ SHUYU XD

2. my brother is addicted to SYTYCD TOO!
YAHOOOOO! i enjoyed watching it with him because he will buy food and i get to enjoy it although i may grow fat but who cares! - okay, im lying, i may whine after eating :P

3. im kind of glad that i resist my temptation on those outings and stayed home to finish my assignments. - as i thought i may end up lazing around but i didnt!

4. i am going to challenge myself - haha! only i know what does it mean:D

5. i will have to start saving as my expenses are going to rise! :S

6. cashew nut chocolate is HEAVENLY YUMMY & i hate bubble tea because it sooooo addictive.

7. im alil stressed here and there now a days but im sure im going to to pull it through. thanks for everybody's concern though (:

8. yesterday read an email on 512 china earthquake. it's really heart breaking and it definitely touched me immensely. it taught me alot and inspires me.

9. had been thinking alot lately and hopefully, one day i will be able to break through what i see as an obstacles (:

10. i really hope everyone around me will think whats best for themselves esp my close friends (:

SOOOOOOO,
lastly i just want to say that everything seems to have fallen in place and ive got to fulfill them.
seeyou people next month or something :P
or in a few months or years.
or maybe never.
HAHA.
cause i am starting to hate revealing my thoughts and feelings.
X))))

Saturday, June 07, 2008 11:28 AM

HOOOORRAYYY!
tests are over and hols officially started!
-CHEERSSS-

ohohoh,
ANNNNDD
SO YOU THINK YOU CAN DANCE (season 3) IS BACK!
omgoshomgoshomgosh!
i just cant wait for it to be aired on TV!
watching on youtube is not a very pleasant thing eh.
especially when season 4 is like halfway through yet i cant the coherent episodes :(

well oh well,
yesterday i spent my whole day recapping on my favourite SYTYCD(season 2)dancers!
BENJI SCHWIMMER & HEIDI GROSKREUTZ !!
-SSSCCCRRREEAAMMMSSS-
not forgetting ALISON and TRAVIS!
although DONYELLE may not be one of my favourite, she is still as inpsirational (:

soo.
below are some of my favourite perfromances :D
you guys better watch the following videos ah!

BENJI & HEIDI!
BROADWAY

MAMBO

CLUB SALSA

a random video of them :D

HEIDI AND TRAVIS
POP - my fav!

CONTEMPORARY

PASO DOBLE

BEST OF ALISON AND IVAN

BENJI & TRAVIS
hip hop

DONYELLE - solo top 4

TOP 8

TOP4

BENJI's SIS is also very good!
LACEY SCHWIMMER

lastly,
a random video on a korean dancer - superb!

THEY ARE ALL VERY INSPIRATIONAL!
KUDOS TO THEM!

anw, HOLS seems to be quite packed
but i like it.
cant stand lazying around
:D:D:D

alright, gtg.
TOODLES!

Wednesday, May 21, 2008 9:56 PM

sigh,
to be effectively efficient.
i should minimize my usage of com.
so,
i will try not to touch the com.
perhaps shall only online like once a week?
after term test then i shall revive again.
why?
because of a very obvious reason.
internet is super addictive that i will spend most of my time online-ing,
doing useless stuff.

yep, SEEYA GUYS.
anw, i should really start training again.
to be well prepared for the moving arts auds -yes, ive decided to sign up for it. just going for an experience. not necessary to chiong in. plus might not be able to cope.
and also for tpde!
and lastly,
study hard for poly!
i think i cant take cross disciplinary subs already!
bcause of the stupid com skills.
and my never ending late - ness?
which will cause a deductions of my points.
ARGH.
!@$%#^&%*

oh ya,
today im quite pleased with myself though:D
cause i did fairly well for microecons.
as in at least those questions which i thought i did it wrongly turns out to be correct!
yay-ness.
but still it didnt make me forget of my com skill test.
i can imagine myself crying over the results already.
it's my first test and it already turned out to be so bad.
ARGHHHH.

okay,
yes,
im finally done.
farewell.
WISHMYSELFALLTHEBEST!
i guess at the end of the day i will thank my family for consistently nagging at me(:

Tuesday, May 20, 2008 8:08 PM

CAUTION : today's entry is BORINNG!

OMMMGGGGGGGGGGG.
today is definitely NOT my day.
double SIGHHHHH.

it start off with a splitting headache in the morning.
however, i bear with the pain and rush my reference for com skills.

butttt it's past ten and ive yet finish my referencing.
so i decided to take a risk.
thinking that i will not miss my bus even if i leave house at 10.30.

so i chiong out of my house at 10.30.
hoping to catch the 10.45 bus.
but the bus arrived later than usual.
which result me being LATE.
ALMOST MARKED AS ABSENT!
fyi: if late for more than 15 mins, we will be marked as absent.
i reached 1216!
thankfully the POM teacher was kind enough to mark me as LATE.
phew.
thats the only good thing that happened to me today.

AND,
SIIIGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
I swear i am so gonna fail COM SKILLS.
As my points are not coherent, and i wrote less than perhaps 300 words when it supposed to be a 600 words essay.
im not exaggerating.
TRUE ENOUGH.
i know what will my grade be already.
i wasnt really confident initially and this has definitely make it worse.

once i realised i spent too much time on outline,
i panic.
and it didnt go away.
in fact, guilt came by next.
knowing that ive brought this upon myself.
shouldnt have slack but to practice on writing.
to make things worse,
I was super stressed that my whole mind was filled with just two words "GIVE UP"
dont know if i should say that im hopeless or helpless.
omg.
i practically feel like crying on the spot!
but well, you know, i never like crying in public.

moreover,
the thing is that actually i make myself believe that i am able to do it with the help of useful researches ive found.
BUT due to TIME constrain.
am not able to get the full info from my research so
i just jumbled everything up and wrote RUBBISHHH.
plus my explaination and parapharsing are very poor.
which obviously adds on to my pressure.
in addition, i got confused by whether we are allowed to lift from the sources that we have gotten.

HMMMPPPHHH.
although i know ive done badly,
i still desire for a PASS please.
SIGH.

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bus rides today aren't enjoyable too.
i was stupid to be kind on days when i have headaches.
as i offer to let the elderly sit, thinking that i will eventually still get a seat.
but nooo. i was just push further and further until the furthest end.

and someone stamped on my foot for more that i think 5 secs while i was struggeling to balance myself when the bus was turning a sharp half U.
the pain was bearable but argh, the headache was just not helping and it affects my mood.
got alil pissed by that.

not only that,
an old granny sort of fall on me to support herself.
not that i mind but i was just shocked.
seems like im a cushion for everyone today uh.

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another thing that i simply cannot stand is my family's nagging.
i really dont know what to say.
really hate them commenting about me when they know nothing about me.
need a breather desperately.

GOD.
am i becoming more pessimistic?
grumbles.

i guess thats why i love looking at the sky.
cause the sky seems to symbolise freedom and carefree.

Sunday, May 11, 2008 9:47 PM

video of the day!

SUPERB!

12:33 PM

NOTE: this supposed to be posted last week.
but due to the stupid "importance of IT"-assignment- which i think is one of the reason i fell sick and many many MANY tutorials and etc reasons, i wasnt able to post it.

GREEN : supposed to be posted on 3 may!
BLUE : today!

HAH!
SEE NURFILZAH!
i didnt update after one month!
nehnehnebooboo!
well, just to prove filzah wrong,
and at the same time spike fil,
IM HERE AGAIN! hahas XP

wee, anw. I think uh.
im really JINX.
ive been really encountering bad bad BAD situations!
ARGHH!
after all the falling and dropping of my stuff that i mention in my previous post,
this week i got stung/bite by a BEE!
i swear its a BIG one.
GOSH.
but of course as usual,
i tryy to BE COOL about it. HAHA.
when i saw the GIGANTIC BEE flew towards my direction,
i thought of my what my mum says,
" DON'T BE AFRAID, as long as YOU DONT HARM IT, it WONT harm you."
plus i was leaning against a wall so i thought the bee should be "smart" enough to like reverse back.
i was like okay, fine.
i shall just stay wherever i am otherwise it might chase after me.
HOWEVER, it doesnt seems like the the way it seems to be.
cause after a while, i was thinking how come IT didnt fly out.
END UP i realised it was on my hair!
with all the buzzing sound!
ohmygoddygoodness!!!
i stayed CHILL and try to brush it away.
BUT you know what?!
IT STUNG/BITE MY PALM! (well, cause according to weimin, if it sting me, it would have die plus my palm doesnt seems that serious so he said it didnt sting me, only bite me )
guess what.
after attacking me, it flew and landed on my SLEEVE!
OM*G BLOOOOOOODY SHITTT!
for that instance i dont dare to even brush as im afraid that it will just attack me in my face! but i cant be bothered anymore, i want it to fly as fas as possible so i just sort of "shake" my shirt and it (thankfully) flew away!
PHHEEWWWWW. -SUPER RELEIVED-

know whats the outcome of the bee?
not sure if it was syzwani/wei min/jewel who told me that the bee was stamped to death! hahahhs,who ask it to sting/bite me!
if only bees know how to read blogs.
hahahs.

well oh well,
i went for the modern dance audition earlier this weds.
(only signed up for modern but went for hip hop last min which was held last sat)
i feel that it's so much better than hip hop aud.
perhaps hip hop is not so much in me. MAN,
during hip hop aud i was like super stress and nervous!
which explain my bad performances i guess :(
but for modern dance aud, my mind was like, JIA MIN AND I ARE SO GONNA PIA IN!
but daphne and company would rather go for hip hop!
when it's finally 8, we were all called in and were told to learn 2 sets of 8 then after that free style.
but while doing freestyle, my mind just went blank.
i was like OMG, why is it happening to me right now!
all i did was those "jumping" steps and some turnings.
what i plan to dance beforehand didnt came up with good use.
ROAAAR.
but i guess at least its better than hip hop.
SIGHHH, PPPLLLEEEAAASSEE,
i want to see my name/number on the list of people that are able to get in on NEXT MON!!
i will be super disappointed if i cant get in!
-PRAY HARD-

oh btw, enjoyed myself immensely with jasmine, jia min, daphne aka fatimah XXX (haha!)and sheryln(sorry, dont know whats the exact spelling:P)!!
they are all dance enthus too!
okay hip hop enthus to be exact. XD
except for JM maybe:D

as for my classmates, they are fine too(:
but i just dont understand why i dont feel as hype up as b4!
WHINES.
ohya, one of my classmates, NISHA shares the same birth date as me!
so coincidence! CHEERS TO OCTOBER BABIES!
-thats what ying zhi always says during my stay in innova! haha. pls dont kill me for stealing ur sentence :P-

anw, (okay, i know im random) i kind of miss my camp mates :( met sally (not yokewan! haha) today and i realised how long we have not meet! miss all of them man!
but most of the time we were all rushing for lessons so didnt get to chat for long!
so one day lets ALL MEET UP FOR LUNCH YEA!

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alright, so as i was saying that i was sick earlier this week.
it was horrible.
hate being sick as i will be quite mood-off.
as in i wouldnt feel like talking and it just makes me feel lethargic.
worst thing is i cant drink bubble tea.
-i think im dead. damn addicted. -
but one TERRIFIC news makes me forget all my sickness
and that is
I GOT IN TO MODERN DANCE!
WOOHOO~
HOORAY!!
hmmph, over the weekends,
ive been thinking about the scholarship audition at moving arts! (below)

i was thinking that if i really manage to get in to tpde then i will sign up for it too.
BUT now, im afraid that i will not be able to cope.
SIGH.
plus now there is this vibes audition(tpde's concert i think, cannot differentiate GEM and vibes ) thingy too.
so yea, couldnt make up my mind.
SIGHHHH.

hmmmmph, anw,
went for dance orientation yesterday.
it was superb!
but just that the duration was too long,
it would be better if it was split into two days.
cause in the night was actually quite shag already.
and was having headache :(

well, my group name is damn PRO. HAHA.
POPPING POWER PUSSY PORNSTAR!
hhahas. so we are called the PORNSTARS in short!
but sigh.
was quite disappointed that our grp didnt win.

ROAAAAR -ness.
i didnt get my steps right at the performace and rehearals!
got really frustrated with myself.
hate it when i cant dance well!
at first couldnt get the steps but when i finally i got it.
i screw it up again.
.\/.

but anw,
it's over!
as long as ive tried my best eh?
:D

oh and met ACCION GLS during station games!
haha! im finally recognised!
most of the time im afraid that they couldnt recognise me so i didnt wave.
hee.

at first i was wondering how come all the accion gls are there.
then i realised it was their dry run for AO.
uhhh, so i guess i better turn up for AO.
cause otherwise their efforts will be all gone to drain.
i think if i were them, i will be damn sad if not much people turn up!
like what happen during the dance camp that my dancemates and i organised.

anw, it's only 11-5.
reasonable timing.
still able to rush tutorials at night:D
and also meet up with accion mates!
YAY!

oh ya talking about accion,
i suddenly remember our signature cheer, SHAKE YOUR BOOTIE
is being use by my dance grp yst.
annnd it's modified to "SPANK MY BOOTIE!"
HAHAHAS.

so it goes,
COME, SPANK MY BOOTIE!
COME COME SPANK MY BOOTIE! x5 or more.
-i wonder what do accion peeps think? -
-laughs-

somemore, we have a nursery rhymes too and ittt's
if ure horny and u know, u shout pornstar!x2
PORNSTAR!
if ure horny and u know and u really want to show,
if ure horny and u know u shout pornstar,
PORNSTAR!
HAHAHAHAHS!

thats why both jasmine and i thought that this is "yellow-est" camp we have came across!
cause her group name is call TA MA MA.
and other one even worst, it's called the effing something.
cannot remember.
i have no idea what is the other grp name too.
HAHAS!

guess sch's getting better each day.
classmates are fun peeps too :D:D:D
haha!
i want to say,
CSA seems to be a boring sub but the LAB lession are quite fun!
AT LEAST we dont have to deal with those definitions, long grandmother story and all.
:D
fiona, wawa and i were laughing like mad during lab section!

com skills is SUPER SCARY!
ECONS AND POM ARE MADNESS!
i dont like language based subjs.
i like maths and science!
should have gone to engineering!
oh well~

okay, but the yuckest thing is still, TUTORIALS, RESEARCH AND ETC!
%#%$())((*^&!

so yep,
gtg do my tutorials alraedy
till here then :D

randoms :
1.I LOVE TAKING 969 back home because i get to buy my all time favourite -honeydew milkshake- and enjoy it during the looonnnng bus ride.
2.I LOVE ACCION, 1B08, TPDE PEEPS!
3. i realised now a days im easily amused!
anytime anywhere when im thinking of some funny events or i find sometime funny on the spot,
i will just laugh to myself!
hope people wont think that im crazy!
HAHAS
XD

ANNNND
CONNNGGRAATTTTTSSSS to WEIJIE THE DESIGNER WHO ALSO HAVENT STARTED ON MY SHOES!!!
glad that u've made ur final decision :D
ALL THE BEST FOR THE COMPETITIVE WORLD AND JIA YOUx3!
im sure we are all behind you! XD

lastly,
TO ALL THE GREATES MUM IN THE WORLD :
HAPPY MOTHERS' DAYYYY!!!
remember to give your mother carnations! :D

i hate to admit but yes,
i do love my mummmm!
-shys away-
HAHA!

Sunday, April 27, 2008 5:56 PM

OHMY!
okay i know my previous entry doesnt sounds convincing.
but now im trying to make my word :D
TRY.

hmmph,
first week of school just ended and im still in my GOODNESS hols mood.
ROAAARRR.
and i feel super inferior in my class.
their results are EXCELLENT !
a few of them are like SINGLE POINTERS?!
sigh.
I've gotta WORK HARD.
i mean it.
okay, probably my determination will fade off once i posted this entry.
-frown, sigh. -

i realised my metabolism is getting weaker and weaker.
just feel like slacking whole day round, as though expecting all the things to be done for me.
seems like i have no life, no goals to strive for, no expectations and all.
my flexibility has deproved too.
i must really start disciplining myself!
otherwise i will never be able to get rid of that USELESS me!

oh ya,
HAHAS.
guess what?!
i FELL at the staircase that leads to TP on the second day of school!
OMGGGG!
SUPER EMBARRASSED!
it's like i havent been falling ever since like donkey years!
okay it goes like that :
i was like walking up the stairs
trying to maintain my coolness. -HAHA-
and also to avoid eye contact with people who pass by.
then when i was almost at my LAST FEW STEPS already,
i trip over [have no idea what is it] and landed on my knees and palms!
once i fall, i stood like almost immediately and walk as fast as i could to where i supposed to meet my classmates. [even though my left knee does hurt a little]
gosh,
didnt even dare to look around as i know there was ALOT OF PEOPLE around,
whom obviously witnessed my clumsiness.
but i did hear some laughters!
dont know if they were laughing at me or at their convos.
AAHHHH!
-grumbles-

on the same day,
while waiting for tutorial to start,
we were standing outside the classrooms, near to the railings,-if thats is what its called.-
stupidly, i tried to stuff my eyepiece in my bag,
it was then when the clip that is use to secure my eyepiece to my shirt dropped!
to the second level when i thought it was the FIRST level.
so im like a BLURQUEEN who actually went to the first level hoping to retrieve my earpiece back.
it was when i realised that the first level is those LAB rooms then i went to second level to get it.
goodness me!
how blur can i get!

and also!
the day before yesterday,
i lost grip of my handphone and my cardholder while alighting from the bus!
dont know if it's due to the squeezy situation or i knock into something.
ARGH!
dont know drop my handphone for how many times already.

is it just me being clumsy?
-pout-

hmmmmhhp.
dont know why suddenly i have a feeling of just keeping all my thoughts to myself instead of blogging them.
-raise left eyebrown-
i wonder.
okay, random me.
shall stop here then.

goodbye :/